Since when is smoking herb and drinking a big deal? Personally, i cant seem to get away from that stuff. But w/e im on it, i get pretty creative, and have no trouble paying attention..depending on the dosage. The melancholy feeling i get about my problems seem to temporarily desolate.
I dont think anyone is a bad person for doing it. Its just so easy to abuse in all the wrong ways. As long as you get your priorities striaght, then your doing good.