Yea unfortunately stuff like this happens, its not easy... i am currently trying to get into first response with ems and i was with my friend jeff who is a full time first responder, we were just out eating lunch and hangin out when we get a code blue high priority call, we hauled ass out to his truck and sprinted to it jumped in, went obviously code 3 the whole 5 miles, i was operating the sirens and lights simply because he had to concentrate on getting us there fast. When we get to the scene you see this old man and his wife, his wife is on the grass and he is crying and trying to bring her back, jeff and i grab his bags and jeff does everything he possibly can to bring this lady back but it doesnt happen
im not even a first responder and i have already experienced this gut wrenching type of call, hearing dispatch give a code blue is the last thing you want to hear, you instantly get goosebumps and adrenaline starts pumping, everybody in taco bell heard the call and everybody went silent just looking at us, everybody knows what a code blue is... anyway, i know exactly what kind of stuff you do, its tough... and im glad you talk about it, i also am not supposed to discuss calls like such, but felt it needed to be shared...