Self-Confidence...:(

[veedubfreak]

Nice toryn. See me, i had the 4 year "love story" with subsequent kick in the balls halfway through college. So the last 2 years of college was me acting a fool and trying to nail anything that moved.

Edit, but i hated people long before the kick in the balls.

 

[Kharn]

veedubfreak isn't that the story of life you meet a nice girl you fall in love an then just as everything is going on fine there comes the steal toe cap of unhappiness.

 

[Toryn]

*starts bitter mumbling about love*

bah who needs it, no-one you date before your in your 20's is going to last anyway. After my kick I just haven't met anyone who my immediate thought isn't "hey shes a cool friend" (and no, not chasing after the one that go away either, just not interested at all).

I went from being scared of people, to hating them to not caring. Though I still get, not anxious but wary, in crowds and talking to someone face to face is still harder then say on an IM, but thats purely because on IM when you get bored of someone you can come on tech forums