Today, my mother and I as well as my aunt spent the couple of hours at the Veteran's hospital where he was rushed to a general hospital because his pressure was dropping fast and he had high fever.
From then, the veteran's hospital doc said he might have a heart attack and he chose not to revive...that shook some stuff between my aunt and them. I also felt like sad...just really sad. But, it wasn't the case and he got better at the general. We had a case of blood pressure of 75/10, but he went up better (114/42), but his heart beat was getting slower by time.
As we got home from ~12hrs spent with him, my mother called the hospital and he apparantly got something severe found in the blood test. Also, heart beat went to a slower state...59 to be exact.
Now, I fear a lot that this is it. I don't want him to pass away right now...I am not ready, but I know that life also goes on. I am very shocked and saddened ATM. It was one of my best grandpa I ever had...now, it might be taken away...this time, it will not be easy to encase...not easy at all.
So, by this little message, I am taking a little break away from here...upset and fearing for him.
From then, the veteran's hospital doc said he might have a heart attack and he chose not to revive...that shook some stuff between my aunt and them. I also felt like sad...just really sad. But, it wasn't the case and he got better at the general. We had a case of blood pressure of 75/10, but he went up better (114/42), but his heart beat was getting slower by time.
As we got home from ~12hrs spent with him, my mother called the hospital and he apparantly got something severe found in the blood test. Also, heart beat went to a slower state...59 to be exact.
Now, I fear a lot that this is it. I don't want him to pass away right now...I am not ready, but I know that life also goes on. I am very shocked and saddened ATM. It was one of my best grandpa I ever had...now, it might be taken away...this time, it will not be easy to encase...not easy at all.
So, by this little message, I am taking a little break away from here...upset and fearing for him.