hehe, I just figured out yesteray, how to fix it all.
First wife said, she didn't have Recovery CD's, then I asked to look better and she found 3 of them somewhere.
Then just went to Toshiba website and read some stuff from there.
After pressing F12 I was able to choose from menus on Toshiba screen. Unfortunately formatted HD, but nothing else could be done (good thing she only had some pictures I send her from my PC) and then just went clean install of WIN XP
Oh, what a nice reward I got back lol not to make anyone jealous.
Thank you for your help guys. Thanks a lot