i really dont think i can help sorry. but i will answer a question, yes it is illegal for some to h ack your account with your permission.
your account is also owned my hotmail and ull never get their permission.
I'm Forgetful! so if i stop posting on something that i was helping you with... PM me or IM me
yahoo and aol: blitze105
you can always IM or PM me if i offend you as well, i will edit the post if i have.