Spud1200
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Been feeling absolutely terrible lately, I mean I think I've taken a downward turn with my overlying depression.
B-Day coming up on Friday and I just don't know what I'm gonna do for it. I have a cousin who has said he has been invited out for the Boxing match but would rather come hear for a few drinks to get out of it as he'd rather be with me than deal with a two day hang over.
I could have a drink, I could do anything I wanted but truth is I'm tired now of the same bull **** everyday. Its hard when you live alone, only your self to rely on. Yeah I've got family but its not the same as living with other folk.
Their no company, no one to talk too even about the smallest things. Let alone my tech as me and kman said.
Same **** different day. If it was not for my love of tech and PCs I be locked up in jail. I mean seriously I would. I'd be roaming the streets, drinking 24 \ 7 and associating with just the wrong crowd. I'm too quiet as my other cousin says.
Getting old. I moved in to this flat when I was 23 and now I'm 31 in a few days. No gf, No Kids, No Job, No Mortgage, Not Married and no wife.
No Life.
I'm gonna grow old and die alone. Yeah sure I know I'm depressed and feeling sorry for my self but what self respecting group of friends wants to take on a 31 year old in to their social circle. Most people have kids now, married or in relationships. Jobs and careers. Hears me still sitting on the fence.
I wounder if I'll ever meet anyone. Have kids, what will happen. I'm curious to know if I'll die alone. Oh dear. Just me, myself and I. Were to go and what to do.
B-Day coming up on Friday and I just don't know what I'm gonna do for it. I have a cousin who has said he has been invited out for the Boxing match but would rather come hear for a few drinks to get out of it as he'd rather be with me than deal with a two day hang over.
I could have a drink, I could do anything I wanted but truth is I'm tired now of the same bull **** everyday. Its hard when you live alone, only your self to rely on. Yeah I've got family but its not the same as living with other folk.
Their no company, no one to talk too even about the smallest things. Let alone my tech as me and kman said.
Same **** different day. If it was not for my love of tech and PCs I be locked up in jail. I mean seriously I would. I'd be roaming the streets, drinking 24 \ 7 and associating with just the wrong crowd. I'm too quiet as my other cousin says.
Getting old. I moved in to this flat when I was 23 and now I'm 31 in a few days. No gf, No Kids, No Job, No Mortgage, Not Married and no wife.
No Life.
I'm gonna grow old and die alone. Yeah sure I know I'm depressed and feeling sorry for my self but what self respecting group of friends wants to take on a 31 year old in to their social circle. Most people have kids now, married or in relationships. Jobs and careers. Hears me still sitting on the fence.
I wounder if I'll ever meet anyone. Have kids, what will happen. I'm curious to know if I'll die alone. Oh dear. Just me, myself and I. Were to go and what to do.
