Sucks man. Hope it gets better for you soon.
It's pretty damn difficult to die from alcohol poisoning tbh... you'd have to drink 2 or 3 large bottles of liqour quickly and even then there is no guarantee. Depends on your alcohol tolerance.
I very rarely drink so one large bottle would probably put me in hospital. But there are so many people getting paralytically drunk every single weekend and ending up with having their stomachs pumped in hospital, the doctors have probably got it down to a tea in terms of keeping people alive that have overdosed.
That was me being dramatic with a hint of sarcasm. The last time I got close after my dad died I passed out before I could drink anymore so I figure it'd just be a repeat. Here's a tl;dr version of what's been going on for the people who care or don't care.
Gf's dad passed away
My son's grandparents split up after 25 years and are leaving Texas, Ezio didn't take it well.
Gfs ex husband causing a fuss over their son, I have to deal with it because she's been slumped on the couch.
Grand I spent on drums? 2 weeks later still haven't played. I never recieved all of my order.
Bought Mario Odyssey to help relieve some stress, Switch won't turn on. *Shrug* I have no clue wtf is wrong with it.
Upstairs central air system decided to die randomly. Electric and HVAC company tossing me back and forth on warranty claim. (It's an electrical issue, proven by HVAC company)
House is a total disaster with her being a couch potato the past two weeks. I mean like flies inside disaster. I've been trying to clean but my time is stretched real thin because I've been handling everything.
My car is on it's last leg, friend that was supposed to come down next week to help me work on it canceled (this was planned for months btw).
My Colorado trip has been canceled, and I found out the two weeks the plant shuts down for Christmas we still have to work those weekends. (Meaning I ditched Quakecon for nothing)
My PC decided two days ago to go on the fritz, and one of my Titan X Maxwell cards is showing VRAM artifacts in my render rig.
For a third Christmas in a row it's looking like I'll be broke as **** since I have to cover this month's daycare (gf out of work two weeks can't afford it). I say this preemptively because I have a feeling I'll be ubering two weeks next month or getting a rental.
The company that bought my loan for my house is trying to screw me already within 4 months.
Last but definitely not least, my kid being a bratty kid has started saying he'd rather be with his mom (real mom) when he gets mad. This is normal and has happened before but definitely doesn't make the situation any better. All of this in a 2 week span plus more I didn't list off.
Edit: Financially, I'm not technically broke but my cushion has been for property taxes for next year. Expected 6 grand, I got 3 bills instead of two. School district spans 3 counties so that got upped to 9 grand. I have 7 set aside, and will probably need to dip into that for some sort of vehicle situation. I was also putting aside to finish my bachelors. Doesn't look like that'll happen now. This technically should go on escrow, but I didn't want to raise my mortgage in case something happened to my job so I was going to pay my property taxes outright.