Congrats man! While it totally sucks and I'm sure it was stressful, it's still better late than never, and you're only 19 so you still have SO much ahead of you. It's nice to know that it will be "normal" for you now. Also, with it being so hard on you, you now are able to appreciate it so much more. That's the problem with trials in our lives: they are the necessary evil (they suck *** to go through, but eventually we become stronger people because of them).