First off - I just didn't know where else to come, i couldn't speak to my family about it because they're just as upset as i am - so i came here, i trust you guys - like many others who have shared similar experiences.
My grandad has been in hospital for 3 months now, gradually deteriating. It has reached the point, where, today the doctor told my grandad they will stop treating him now - and theres nothing they can do, and he'll have up to five days.
I just don't know what to think. I just feel sick, physically sick. The past few days have been so exciteable, the end of school, amazing new games hitting playstation network, team fortress 2 update, school awards, GCSE's - and now i have been told this, i just feel like i don't care anymore. Just constantly feel ill with the thought, more the thought of him lieing there, thinking (he is still perfectly sain) that he has 5 days to live. Can you imagine that ? knowing you are inevitably going to die lieing in a hospital bed. I can't - and i don't want to.
My grandad has been a very close part of my family ever since i can remember, never failing to be cheerful, humorous and persistent in helping me and my sister with anything whenever he could, whether it be buying us school books or taking us out when we're bored. Nothing too much, right up to the admirable age of 81 where he went to hospital for constant dialisis.
I don't think i could face going in to hospital to see him one last time. So i'll take this moment to say I'll miss him greatly, and may he R.I.P.
Thanks everyone. Just had to vent it, you know ?
My grandad has been in hospital for 3 months now, gradually deteriating. It has reached the point, where, today the doctor told my grandad they will stop treating him now - and theres nothing they can do, and he'll have up to five days.
I just don't know what to think. I just feel sick, physically sick. The past few days have been so exciteable, the end of school, amazing new games hitting playstation network, team fortress 2 update, school awards, GCSE's - and now i have been told this, i just feel like i don't care anymore. Just constantly feel ill with the thought, more the thought of him lieing there, thinking (he is still perfectly sain) that he has 5 days to live. Can you imagine that ? knowing you are inevitably going to die lieing in a hospital bed. I can't - and i don't want to.
My grandad has been a very close part of my family ever since i can remember, never failing to be cheerful, humorous and persistent in helping me and my sister with anything whenever he could, whether it be buying us school books or taking us out when we're bored. Nothing too much, right up to the admirable age of 81 where he went to hospital for constant dialisis.
I don't think i could face going in to hospital to see him one last time. So i'll take this moment to say I'll miss him greatly, and may he R.I.P.
Thanks everyone. Just had to vent it, you know ?